Saturday, May 30, 2009
Blue And White Monokini As Seen On Gretchen Rossi
I'm so sad and feel kinda guilty ...
One of my german friends got pregnant the same time I did. The only different is, that they tried for almost 8 month to get pregnant and she was soooo excidet. We didn't even try. We just had luck!
She started to have heavy beelings on monday and it didn't stop all week long! She was so afraid and I felt so guilty cause it seemed to be so easy for us to get pregnant.. without even trying. She went to the ER last night. I didn't talked to her since that but she was always in my mind. I noticed her new status on myspace this morning and it made me cry. It looks like she really lost her little budle of joy and hope. It's so unfair.
I know I should feel so blessed and everything but I do not want to think about my growing belly and her next to it, thinking, that she could look the same but it should not be like that for her.
Everything happens for a reason but it's unfair that!
We go to her sons birthday party today who is about to turn 4 and I do not know what to say! I know I'm going to give her a big hug but I feel tears in my eyes just thinking about it! :-(
One of my german friends got pregnant the same time I did. The only different is, that they tried for almost 8 month to get pregnant and she was soooo excidet. We didn't even try. We just had luck!
She started to have heavy beelings on monday and it didn't stop all week long! She was so afraid and I felt so guilty cause it seemed to be so easy for us to get pregnant.. without even trying. She went to the ER last night. I didn't talked to her since that but she was always in my mind. I noticed her new status on myspace this morning and it made me cry. It looks like she really lost her little budle of joy and hope. It's so unfair.
I know I should feel so blessed and everything but I do not want to think about my growing belly and her next to it, thinking, that she could look the same but it should not be like that for her.
Everything happens for a reason but it's unfair that!
We go to her sons birthday party today who is about to turn 4 and I do not know what to say! I know I'm going to give her a big hug but I feel tears in my eyes just thinking about it! :-(
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Zebra Print King Size Duvet
Baby # 2
Jupp, it was once again not planned .. but who is not happy about such a surprise, LOL!
on 16/05/2009 I have only one day overdue, tested positive! BJ will soon become a big brother be.
:-) Well, as soon it will once again have not. Grins!
ET on 20/01/2010. There is thus a crazy Aquarius .. sigh ... full of energy. Although BJ also 100% full energy is!
And I'm going back fat .. sniff ...
Jupp, it was once again not planned .. but who is not happy about such a surprise, LOL!
on 16/05/2009 I have only one day overdue, tested positive! BJ will soon become a big brother be.
:-) Well, as soon it will once again have not. Grins!
ET on 20/01/2010. There is thus a crazy Aquarius .. sigh ... full of energy. Although BJ also 100% full energy is!
And I'm going back fat .. sniff ...
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