No, I'm not dead ..
... I am even very much alive, but not in LJ.
I have now lost just over here. * * Horrified look around and read a little here, a little bit there.
First I would like to give repentance to log that has been missing me already irgendiwe LJ, but I have not yet found their way here.
Guild Wars is to blame, and as I get there much, been pushed much more responsibility * Official * have now, I'm as good as little time. * G *
Fortunately, I've internship here in some time. * G * would otherwise be even more garnix it.
Update: My mother got
vorordnet ne cure, Grandma is in the short-term care and it does open up quite bravely. Mama, we visited yesterday in Bad Oyenhausen, her wonderful you go. :) Grandma has fallen into increasing its short-term care and does hers there too.
Well ... what else? Internship gurgles as though to himself, I ride every day with her cycling here is great. :) Have not come off, but something of solid thighs. * Happy * And the bottom erst. .. * Cough *
Yes, what else? have Aika promised to post some pictures ... Guild Wars have indeed now so a lot of characters. * G * I'll go so
Monday, November 26, 2007
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Temperature Of Darjeeling At Present
Just 18 days ....
... and I'm sitting in the plane to Pensacola to my darling!
For those who missed it:
We got married on 30.03.2007 in Mainz! :-)
It was the best day of my life and the celebration was just beautiful!
On 23.04.2007 I came back from vacation with my treasure and found out ... pregnant! WOW!
I am now in the 5th month and so far I have not really beautiful pregnancy. * Sigh * Only nausea and each "side condition" you can get. * The huge amount of
Small feels to me seems quite well, as it enters and kicks like a champ. * Beam *
In 18 days my flight goes to the USA after I end my VISA have. :-) Was not at all easy, the whole M *****!
Now I'm here nurnoch get my apartment empty!
you will fail me all ...
I'm currently working on a new layout of my cosplay page! ^ - ^ Should be ready soon. * Sweat *
For all who want to be up to date:
http://www.myspace.com/babyfaceCherry
... and I'm sitting in the plane to Pensacola to my darling!
For those who missed it:
We got married on 30.03.2007 in Mainz! :-)
It was the best day of my life and the celebration was just beautiful!
On 23.04.2007 I came back from vacation with my treasure and found out ... pregnant! WOW!
I am now in the 5th month and so far I have not really beautiful pregnancy. * Sigh * Only nausea and each "side condition" you can get. * The huge amount of
Small feels to me seems quite well, as it enters and kicks like a champ. * Beam *
In 18 days my flight goes to the USA after I end my VISA have. :-) Was not at all easy, the whole M *****!
Now I'm here nurnoch get my apartment empty!
you will fail me all ...
I'm currently working on a new layout of my cosplay page! ^ - ^ Should be ready soon. * Sweat *
For all who want to be up to date:
http://www.myspace.com/babyfaceCherry
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
C0000005 Gta Nasıl
meep
No, no pictures of the finished dress with living object ... Unfortunately, the dress is light at the CoM (veeery slightly ... cough cough) has become mushy - not much, just about up to knee height. Yes, the weather was great! Once it is clean, are prefabricated photos.
^ ^ I only sign ma just in between that I'm now in the internship and not so much time to sew-on have at home. Even though I'm usually there. Due to lack of orders, there were instructions from the boss that is to make even a few illustrations ... and gives then to see here. Currently, sinking to the work bench is not at all in unrelieved chaos leaves ... I think tonight when treasure with my laptop again is there and so ...
-not a plan that makes sense for this entry, but hey! Already fits-
^ ^
No, no pictures of the finished dress with living object ... Unfortunately, the dress is light at the CoM (veeery slightly ... cough cough) has become mushy - not much, just about up to knee height. Yes, the weather was great! Once it is clean, are prefabricated photos.
^ ^ I only sign ma just in between that I'm now in the internship and not so much time to sew-on have at home. Even though I'm usually there. Due to lack of orders, there were instructions from the boss that is to make even a few illustrations ... and gives then to see here. Currently, sinking to the work bench is not at all in unrelieved chaos leaves ... I think tonight when treasure with my laptop again is there and so ...
-not a plan that makes sense for this entry, but hey! Already fits-
^ ^
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Detox And Fasting Retreat India
News from the Front in the Underdark
Arrrrr! It goes with the dress.
Today I finally made the hem finished, and hang off irregularly. This brings the fabric so pretty will and also not always the hem drags in the mud, which is indeed on LARP like to be heavy mess.
since yesterday is actually the rest have finished, the scarves from Spinnennetztüll fixed, carrier and elastic at the neck it.
the 2do list provides yet: *
Tüllträger gather at the shoulders (put in the photo) and put together in the middle or back to the top closer for the not so backward hang down.
* spray. For the latter, I hope
times so that it will be dry and sunny tomorrow ... wear dress with bust through the rain to a garden pavilion makes definitely no fun and very humid air is then offense.
And now photos of the current state:
front
and back: on top
So, and as a goodie (höhö) are also photographs of the subjects, have with the painting I started today. € 1 fan ausm book store, sprayed with black automotive paint and painted with lacquer Edding.
The motif is a stylized floral in the spider, on whose body is small, the Rune of the house Jarra'ruud drawn.
Sun .. nu and good night! ;) Flag as not
Arrrrr! It goes with the dress.
Today I finally made the hem finished, and hang off irregularly. This brings the fabric so pretty will and also not always the hem drags in the mud, which is indeed on LARP like to be heavy mess.
since yesterday is actually the rest have finished, the scarves from Spinnennetztüll fixed, carrier and elastic at the neck it.
the 2do list provides yet: *
Tüllträger gather at the shoulders (put in the photo) and put together in the middle or back to the top closer for the not so backward hang down.
* spray. For the latter, I hope
times so that it will be dry and sunny tomorrow ... wear dress with bust through the rain to a garden pavilion makes definitely no fun and very humid air is then offense.
And now photos of the current state:
front
and back: on top
So, and as a goodie (höhö) are also photographs of the subjects, have with the painting I started today. € 1 fan ausm book store, sprayed with black automotive paint and painted with lacquer Edding.
The motif is a stylized floral in the spider, on whose body is small, the Rune of the house Jarra'ruud drawn.
Sun .. nu and good night! ;) Flag as not
Friday, July 27, 2007
Chevys Nutrition Facts Margurita
It's aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiive!
Well, better ... post we hold twice a year. ;)
I had recently considered to make this blog a pure Projects blog, since I have otherwise eh not much to tell except: work work work work work work stress work stress ... and so on ^ ^
So. In any case, to talk my current project. The child has indeed leave and why do you do exactly that, whatever we in the school also makes ne ... ^ ^
sew! However, given
of reasons: in less than a week is again Conquest ( of Mythodea ) and this year there will be a banquet for the game start in the dungeon, which aligns our Drowhaus.
nude my novice can not go there ... the things from last year, I did not send enough. Without further ado: a robe needed! After a few preliminary sketches
was then found to look like them - like this:
The material: wine-red and black iridescent Polytierchentaft Spinnennetztüll, hem sprayed and painted. (Auto Paint ftw!)
A little cutting crafts, at the bust and the victim (me) and later model was also the backbone of which I have no photos in the workaholic weiiil you forget something like hold times. ^ ^
That was yesterday evening. Today we wanted to Aachen, but have missed out good ... half the day hanging out in the afternoon and then I decided to dress them to continue with the times. Say cut.
Then sew and make particularly close and cut-set.
Then: sew properly. ;)
Up to now (00:30) with cooking, baking, honey-console-breaks and thus not stopped time, the part looks like this:
full view from the front.
top of the front.
geblitzdingstes photo cutout detail.
rear view.
the work plan, now before: Gather
* hem and stitch up
* RT elastic for better fit
* fix the Tüllschals to the darts in VT and at RT. *
carrier sew!
* check the zipper.
and then then:
spraying!
We'll see how the project developed the dates on. :)
Ah ya, and my top is from last year, I do not want GE Say-pimped with cape, hood and spider web Kettenzierde. All variable via hook for losing weight - Photos of the living object gives way to a small shopping trip to the hardware store to buy the forgotten three carbines. O:)
rear view of the creative chaos in Treasury's room (from where I was now displaced by the chaos';))
Only the cape without Puze.
bad photo of the unfinished spider web. (Now finished;))
I hereby thank my sponsors: Carpet domain, ebay and Hornbach.
Well, better ... post we hold twice a year. ;)
I had recently considered to make this blog a pure Projects blog, since I have otherwise eh not much to tell except: work work work work work work stress work stress ... and so on ^ ^
So. In any case, to talk my current project. The child has indeed leave and why do you do exactly that, whatever we in the school also makes ne ... ^ ^
sew! However, given
of reasons: in less than a week is again Conquest ( of Mythodea ) and this year there will be a banquet for the game start in the dungeon, which aligns our Drowhaus.
nude my novice can not go there ... the things from last year, I did not send enough. Without further ado: a robe needed! After a few preliminary sketches
was then found to look like them - like this:
The material: wine-red and black iridescent Polytierchentaft Spinnennetztüll, hem sprayed and painted. (Auto Paint ftw!)
A little cutting crafts, at the bust and the victim (me) and later model was also the backbone of which I have no photos in the workaholic weiiil you forget something like hold times. ^ ^
That was yesterday evening. Today we wanted to Aachen, but have missed out good ... half the day hanging out in the afternoon and then I decided to dress them to continue with the times. Say cut.
Then sew and make particularly close and cut-set.
Then: sew properly. ;)
Up to now (00:30) with cooking, baking, honey-console-breaks and thus not stopped time, the part looks like this:
full view from the front.
top of the front.
geblitzdingstes photo cutout detail.
rear view.
the work plan, now before: Gather
* hem and stitch up
* RT elastic for better fit
* fix the Tüllschals to the darts in VT and at RT. *
carrier sew!
* check the zipper.
and then then:
spraying!
We'll see how the project developed the dates on. :)
Ah ya, and my top is from last year, I do not want GE Say-pimped with cape, hood and spider web Kettenzierde. All variable via hook for losing weight - Photos of the living object gives way to a small shopping trip to the hardware store to buy the forgotten three carbines. O:)
rear view of the creative chaos in Treasury's room (from where I was now displaced by the chaos';))
Only the cape without Puze.
bad photo of the unfinished spider web. (Now finished;))
I hereby thank my sponsors: Carpet domain, ebay and Hornbach.
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Russian Poems For Mothers
Spiderman head on or not. * G *
over for days on this movie preview. Depends on the station, and I really are looking down on it never correct. Only today - because the train was late.
Well, at least I've already seen Spider-Man 3 on Monday before the first showing ... ne
m_keas ? * G * So
Spiderman hangs around there right ... right right around ... Normally he is floating upside down when he abseiling ... and he looks himself in the glass as letter by nem skyscraper. Vernomanzug outside and in the reflection of real blue-red Spidey.
Well ... the heroes of the Capitol have hung the poster upside down. So Spidey right around with head up, even though he usually head hanging down.
And I noticed today is the ... BECAUSE ... the writing on the head is in the upper left corner ... löl! * G * I found this morning despite 5min delay of the train very interesting. ;)
over for days on this movie preview. Depends on the station, and I really are looking down on it never correct. Only today - because the train was late.
Well, at least I've already seen Spider-Man 3 on Monday before the first showing ... ne
Spiderman hangs around there right ... right right around ... Normally he is floating upside down when he abseiling ... and he looks himself in the glass as letter by nem skyscraper. Vernomanzug outside and in the reflection of real blue-red Spidey.
Well ... the heroes of the Capitol have hung the poster upside down. So Spidey right around with head up, even though he usually head hanging down.
And I noticed today is the ... BECAUSE ... the writing on the head is in the upper left corner ... löl! * G * I found this morning despite 5min delay of the train very interesting. ;)
Saturday, April 7, 2007
Audrey Hepburn Bedroom Theme
Konnichiwaaa!
morgeeen Yes!
There is always, for a change new again - at least until early May. ^ ^ As long as I am in effect with 4 other girls from my year in Tokyo! Yeah, exactly - Tokyo! And I can tell you is that it's absolutely outrageous! As long as I've been waiting on it now and so we are already there since Sunday. :)
On the first day, Monday, we're almost ended up in Shinjuku, probably the most densely station in Japan ... Imagine, Annette, and I seriously Zanela packed up and down stairs in front of a groan, as in Japanese train stations have escalators outside of department stores absolute rarity. Was very pleasant, really - to carry over 6 h by semi Tokyo, we finally had everything with flat keys so clear and we could with the woman from tokyo rent here at the station (Senzoku-ike in Ota, a suburb of Tokyo) meet, who accompanied us to the apartment and gave us some useful tips. The apartment here is really super nice - the only flaw on Monday was that we had no hot water and no gas ... Later in the evening we stood, it was cold! (KALT!!) - Still a few hours at the station around to pick up Meli, then to be held at 20:45 19h arrived sometimes. Wonderful Japanese rail network!
And now there first pictures of the house:
: D
first act: Notebook up ^ ^
futons in the 'bedroom'
our kitchen and shower:
Sooo ... On Tuesday we went to the gas-man-as waiting until the afternoon at home. The Guteste had moved to ... No wonder, when the streets have no names here! When he finally came it was the total cliché Japanese. :) First he came out of the bowing out does nothing around like a weeble with Fussfetish ... Zog of course good shoes at the door of (he had toe socks ^ ^) and then came here often to us 5 minutes zuzutexten in Japanese - we have understood so much about => ('Gaso'). He then mumbled something about bright legally 'äääh ... shortlist moment 'and went out again. We waited about 10 min ... Then the first e-mail to the Housing Association ('What the hell is going on in here ???'). After calming extended fifteen minutes he came back to confused to wiggle through the apartment and to alternate on stove, sink and shower. And out again. Ca. 1 h later to repeat this game we finally had hot water and gas. As it was then almost dark ... and we were on our way to Shinjuku to have somewhere to get a monthly pass (which it was supposed to be in one of the most legendary ticket offices there) - of course there was no bad English. Why the hell then write their signs in English? To bona fide To attract tourists, then the queue for half an hour to face only a helplessly shaking their cashier, the 'no english' stammers and incredibly long phrases in Japanese apology is on its own. ...
waiting for the train:
Aaaaaaaaaaah! BUNT! Aaaaaaah!!
Pachinko ftw!
When we found a supermarket and we were wondering ... or: Zanela makes toothpaste advertising ...
Japanese, after we had been through it all, we are still a bit getapst through Shinjuku and have grown from the neon lights of Pachinko Halls wegflashen can ... at home and even found a supermarket, what do excellent end of the day. :)
Sooo ... and will proceed next entry, otherwise you will not see through the sheer more images. (The text you have to anyway almost with a magnifying glass looking ^ ^)
morgeeen Yes!
There is always, for a change new again - at least until early May. ^ ^ As long as I am in effect with 4 other girls from my year in Tokyo! Yeah, exactly - Tokyo! And I can tell you is that it's absolutely outrageous! As long as I've been waiting on it now and so we are already there since Sunday. :)
On the first day, Monday, we're almost ended up in Shinjuku, probably the most densely station in Japan ... Imagine, Annette, and I seriously Zanela packed up and down stairs in front of a groan, as in Japanese train stations have escalators outside of department stores absolute rarity. Was very pleasant, really - to carry over 6 h by semi Tokyo, we finally had everything with flat keys so clear and we could with the woman from tokyo rent here at the station (Senzoku-ike in Ota, a suburb of Tokyo) meet, who accompanied us to the apartment and gave us some useful tips. The apartment here is really super nice - the only flaw on Monday was that we had no hot water and no gas ... Later in the evening we stood, it was cold! (KALT!!) - Still a few hours at the station around to pick up Meli, then to be held at 20:45 19h arrived sometimes. Wonderful Japanese rail network!
And now there first pictures of the house:
: D
first act: Notebook up ^ ^
futons in the 'bedroom'
our kitchen and shower:
Sooo ... On Tuesday we went to the gas-man-as waiting until the afternoon at home. The Guteste had moved to ... No wonder, when the streets have no names here! When he finally came it was the total cliché Japanese. :) First he came out of the bowing out does nothing around like a weeble with Fussfetish ... Zog of course good shoes at the door of (he had toe socks ^ ^) and then came here often to us 5 minutes zuzutexten in Japanese - we have understood so much about => ('Gaso'). He then mumbled something about bright legally 'äääh ... shortlist moment 'and went out again. We waited about 10 min ... Then the first e-mail to the Housing Association ('What the hell is going on in here ???'). After calming extended fifteen minutes he came back to confused to wiggle through the apartment and to alternate on stove, sink and shower. And out again. Ca. 1 h later to repeat this game we finally had hot water and gas. As it was then almost dark ... and we were on our way to Shinjuku to have somewhere to get a monthly pass (which it was supposed to be in one of the most legendary ticket offices there) - of course there was no bad English. Why the hell then write their signs in English? To bona fide To attract tourists, then the queue for half an hour to face only a helplessly shaking their cashier, the 'no english' stammers and incredibly long phrases in Japanese apology is on its own. ...
waiting for the train:
Aaaaaaaaaaah! BUNT! Aaaaaaah!!
Pachinko ftw!
When we found a supermarket and we were wondering ... or: Zanela makes toothpaste advertising ...
Japanese, after we had been through it all, we are still a bit getapst through Shinjuku and have grown from the neon lights of Pachinko Halls wegflashen can ... at home and even found a supermarket, what do excellent end of the day. :)
Sooo ... and will proceed next entry, otherwise you will not see through the sheer more images. (The text you have to anyway almost with a magnifying glass looking ^ ^)
Friday, March 23, 2007
Shipping Container Blueprint
math ..
my fear test. * G * So ... mh, so how should I say so ... But I did it! * Breaks out into singing and dancing around the table * Mh, and mine 100%. * Ducks * I is not wars ...
The note would be even nicer if they would take in the assessment for the study with, they do not because is so basic studies. * Grumble *
my fear test. * G * So ... mh, so how should I say so ... But I did it! * Breaks out into singing and dancing around the table * Mh, and mine 100%. * Ducks * I is not wars ...
The note would be even nicer if they would take in the assessment for the study with, they do not because is so basic studies. * Grumble *
Monday, March 19, 2007
Where Can I Buy Communication Boards
Highlander: Duncan / Methos (R) - # 010 "years"
Title: years
Author:
daeny
Fandom: Highlander
characters: Duncan MacLeod, Methos
topic: # 010 - Annual
Word Count: 1886
Rating: G
Author's note: Duncan seems tired of life ...
Disclaimer: Nix mine.
"If you go to so long a life as my pass look back the years we have lived through so quickly. The memories fade and the power of what you have created, be reduced simply by the sheer number of things could be able to share it.
of me I can not say just to be able to look back on a successful life. I was neither a scientist nor have I changed the world. Actually, I was always the spectator who stands idly on the sidelines and has watched the ball at the back and forth. At one time, I would laconically refer to as my youth, I was full of energy, but this time not one of my most brilliant and now I remember only reluctantly.
You have the memories of that time conjured up years ago again, I've forced to hold on to my past and revitalize. But really I just wanted to forget. Did the pain buried and me and hide behind flappsigen particularly ambiguous remarks. But you, my brother, have left me no choice and for that you had to pay with his life. I am sorry for the first time in my life, what have I done with it. You deserve it. I told you I did not want that I had changed, but that did not interest you. If you had listened to me for a moment, you'd understand, but for you had only your plan, the revenge on the man or whatever you mean wanted to object. I understood you then Bordaux in anyway more. Before, I might have done, but as I said, I had changed.
And then as always, if I were a woman, I would probably dub him as my savior dazzling, but unfortunately the reality is a little different and my anatomy tells me not just as a delicate sex. You have indeed proved to be my proverbial life in many ways, but I had to move slowly up to where I wanted you, otherwise you would have maybe ... No, these thoughts I would not want to pursue, you have intervened, have freed me from my brothers, and thus It was actually enough.
We could have come apart, bitter on the other, not understanding what had happened to us, but I could not let go, and you may not.
one point I was with you again, am turned up unannounced on your couch and have you annoyed with my wisdom, it has disturbed you never, never have you kicked me out. Or mentioned these days in Bordaux. Between us so many things had happened which would have to be different, just as I thought, we would get closer, would forge something like a thin ribbon of friendship, we removed ourselves from each other again.
And now? Years after those fateful events we have it processed still not likely, we never talked about it again, but I know that if you look at me and your eye is a little harder and the threat that you would like to question me then, but you do not simple. I do not know if I should be grateful to you, or if I would like to reveal myself to you. I would never voluntarily take the floor and raise this event but it was short of our common past. Maybe I would tell you my reasons if you would harass me, but not like that. I've never been the talkative type. "
Methos stared spellbound in his whiskey glass and threw the remaining piece brown liquid down. The glass he was down with a loud noise outside on the table. Duncan sat next to him on a chair, had to back down on him and looked at Methos again with this view. The elder had given up a long time to return that gaze, he simply ignored him. If Duncan had to say something he should do it verbally and not hope that he spoke of himself. But fears
Entegen Methos, Duncan would break down again because of the events in Bordaux head concerned, the Highlander of a difference. "How do you manage that? To survive all these years and still so young to give an impression?"
Methos staring pensively into his glass and had all of a sudden cough, when his sense of Duncan's question was aware of it. Something like the Scots but had never been employed, let alone that he had asked. For him it has always been a fact that he simply continued to exist, without thought. When Methos had been strengthened, he threw Duncan a thoughtful look. This returned the look without shame, turned away and not even blinked, his penetrating gaze Methos went through and through. Finally, he took the first step and a groan arose from his chair, which resembled more of a wooden chair and Methos had it with an unprecedented precision managed to manovrieren in such an elegant item that you got the impression that he was sitting comfortably. But the sounds he held now when standing up, punished his casual attitude lies.
Duncan watched him amused, but did not see a smile. His question was quite serious about it and he was afraid they would dismiss Methos flappsig if he was smiling now. His only impulse was to rise also and follow Methos, when this is adopted by Joe and aimed for the door.
Joe watched the two immortals, thoughtful and polished, lost in thought on his glass. Duncan had stagnated recently peaceful than ever, the Highlanders seemed the bite missing. Although Joe believed that Duncan had Richie's death and wounded since Ahriman finally was in oblivion, he seemed to relax a bit, but he sprayed yet no longer youthful. Duncan had lost his opinion, the bite, a bite, the Methos whether its thousand years of experience still had. The oldest never seemed to be feeling quite a change - be it in technology or world events in general - to adjust. Again and again he threw himself once again in events that fit in like a chameleon and was even with the latest inventions, no problems. The Highlander, however was at war with technology. First leztens had seen Joe can, as Methos had joined enthusiastically his laptop to the Internet, however, Duncan had for these "gadgets" no patience. Joe hopes desperately that this would not be the downfall of the Scots, for his lack of ability to adapt quickly enough to adapt to changing situations, it could eventually become dangerous. Perhaps it would help solve this little problem with Methos. Joe hoped fervently, as he looked after the two.
The cold air slowly dissolved the fog that had settled around his thoughts, and of Scotch whiskey came from. Only with difficulty to get them in the already prevailing darkness the way found in the park. Methos wanted to be deposited, wanted to enjoy the peace and quiet to think can. It seemed that Duncan wanted a radical response, a response that would help him to enjoy again alive. The Highlander had in recent months just lost the rhythm, fighting that had previously kept him alive, seemed to tire him now. Methos knew these phases, she had often been through enough. Eventually they asked themselves what meaning his life had left, but if you only fought to survive and the "What?" simply could not answer.
Methos slowly followed a rocky path, searching for an answer for Duncan, but he was fully aware that the Highlander would not be satisfied with his answer, because it would change nothing in it. He had to reach an answer. He still felt the presence of the Highlanders, as he followed him, slowly and deliberately set his steps in the gravel, while leaving low noise. But it was not what spührte Methos, he felt ever since Bordaux Duncan's presence, a slight tingling sensation that ran through his veins, pulsing in him and left feeling that he could not place. Methos laughed softly, oh yes, he was able to classify these feelings and he was old enough to recognize them. But this time everything was otherwise, the man who walked beside him was important to him, important than any other previous time in his life. He did not lose him, but in recent months, he felt Duncan slipped from him slowly and steadily.
If he simply gave his impulses, he would give the Highlander either to life or ... . Scare The chances were 50-50 and the risk was so just too high. So he decided to take no risk and instead to seek a workable answer. But what if the Highlander would react to him, even if just that what he feared most, was exactly what the Highlander was longing? Whether he knew what he was provoked into Methos as this feeling? Methos sighed heavily and decided finally to a perhaps not entirely useless answer.
"I can not get Duncan to live. The life of the most difficult by far the task in this universe and if I ever meet the creature that had the matter came up with immortality, I would kill probably. But we can not not change our lives. " A faint sigh broke away from his belly and gently slipped from his throat. "But it's the people that can live on me. People like you and Joe, give me every day the strength to respond to new challenges."
Methos had stopped at his first words sought and now in the pale light of the lantern Duncan view, this also sought his tacit agreement and joined in with his eyes, it drew new courage.
"Do not think about how old you are or how much you've been through, but just try to start every day, always one at a time." Methos Duncan approached him and laid his hand on his shoulder felt by the white cotton jacket of Duncan's strong muscles and toned body. "I've never looked back, only forward. That's all I can tell you more unfortunately, my friend." He expressed encouraging Duncan shoulders and then turned off at last.
The Highlander nodded, a similar response, he had almost expected, and now that he had heard from Methos mouth, she seemed not to meet him particularly, gave him no new ideas. However, he was the eldest, was grateful for the honesty, which had been in his words.
"I'll try," he murmured finally, softly.
Methos smiled. "Do not try to do it, Duncan. As much as you do also because Richie and all the others grieve, look appropriate to the front, again and again. Mourn and remember, you are strong enough for the next few centuries." Duncan nodded, knowing that he would try and hold on to Methos and Joe had. They were really important to him and for them he would try.
"Okay," he replied, smiling gently. Slowly a feeling of warmth spread inside him, and despite the autumn cold, he enjoyed it to run through the night with Methos Park, just like that, without much thought to the future or the past to waste. And somehow he had the feeling that they were again approached. How different from Bordaux and yet a little.
(4 / 100 )
Title: years
Author:
Fandom: Highlander
characters: Duncan MacLeod, Methos
topic: # 010 - Annual
Word Count: 1886
Rating: G
Author's note: Duncan seems tired of life ...
Disclaimer: Nix mine.
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"If you go to so long a life as my pass look back the years we have lived through so quickly. The memories fade and the power of what you have created, be reduced simply by the sheer number of things could be able to share it.
of me I can not say just to be able to look back on a successful life. I was neither a scientist nor have I changed the world. Actually, I was always the spectator who stands idly on the sidelines and has watched the ball at the back and forth. At one time, I would laconically refer to as my youth, I was full of energy, but this time not one of my most brilliant and now I remember only reluctantly.
You have the memories of that time conjured up years ago again, I've forced to hold on to my past and revitalize. But really I just wanted to forget. Did the pain buried and me and hide behind flappsigen particularly ambiguous remarks. But you, my brother, have left me no choice and for that you had to pay with his life. I am sorry for the first time in my life, what have I done with it. You deserve it. I told you I did not want that I had changed, but that did not interest you. If you had listened to me for a moment, you'd understand, but for you had only your plan, the revenge on the man or whatever you mean wanted to object. I understood you then Bordaux in anyway more. Before, I might have done, but as I said, I had changed.
And then as always, if I were a woman, I would probably dub him as my savior dazzling, but unfortunately the reality is a little different and my anatomy tells me not just as a delicate sex. You have indeed proved to be my proverbial life in many ways, but I had to move slowly up to where I wanted you, otherwise you would have maybe ... No, these thoughts I would not want to pursue, you have intervened, have freed me from my brothers, and thus It was actually enough.
We could have come apart, bitter on the other, not understanding what had happened to us, but I could not let go, and you may not.
one point I was with you again, am turned up unannounced on your couch and have you annoyed with my wisdom, it has disturbed you never, never have you kicked me out. Or mentioned these days in Bordaux. Between us so many things had happened which would have to be different, just as I thought, we would get closer, would forge something like a thin ribbon of friendship, we removed ourselves from each other again.
And now? Years after those fateful events we have it processed still not likely, we never talked about it again, but I know that if you look at me and your eye is a little harder and the threat that you would like to question me then, but you do not simple. I do not know if I should be grateful to you, or if I would like to reveal myself to you. I would never voluntarily take the floor and raise this event but it was short of our common past. Maybe I would tell you my reasons if you would harass me, but not like that. I've never been the talkative type. "
Methos stared spellbound in his whiskey glass and threw the remaining piece brown liquid down. The glass he was down with a loud noise outside on the table. Duncan sat next to him on a chair, had to back down on him and looked at Methos again with this view. The elder had given up a long time to return that gaze, he simply ignored him. If Duncan had to say something he should do it verbally and not hope that he spoke of himself. But fears
Entegen Methos, Duncan would break down again because of the events in Bordaux head concerned, the Highlander of a difference. "How do you manage that? To survive all these years and still so young to give an impression?"
Methos staring pensively into his glass and had all of a sudden cough, when his sense of Duncan's question was aware of it. Something like the Scots but had never been employed, let alone that he had asked. For him it has always been a fact that he simply continued to exist, without thought. When Methos had been strengthened, he threw Duncan a thoughtful look. This returned the look without shame, turned away and not even blinked, his penetrating gaze Methos went through and through. Finally, he took the first step and a groan arose from his chair, which resembled more of a wooden chair and Methos had it with an unprecedented precision managed to manovrieren in such an elegant item that you got the impression that he was sitting comfortably. But the sounds he held now when standing up, punished his casual attitude lies.
Duncan watched him amused, but did not see a smile. His question was quite serious about it and he was afraid they would dismiss Methos flappsig if he was smiling now. His only impulse was to rise also and follow Methos, when this is adopted by Joe and aimed for the door.
Joe watched the two immortals, thoughtful and polished, lost in thought on his glass. Duncan had stagnated recently peaceful than ever, the Highlanders seemed the bite missing. Although Joe believed that Duncan had Richie's death and wounded since Ahriman finally was in oblivion, he seemed to relax a bit, but he sprayed yet no longer youthful. Duncan had lost his opinion, the bite, a bite, the Methos whether its thousand years of experience still had. The oldest never seemed to be feeling quite a change - be it in technology or world events in general - to adjust. Again and again he threw himself once again in events that fit in like a chameleon and was even with the latest inventions, no problems. The Highlander, however was at war with technology. First leztens had seen Joe can, as Methos had joined enthusiastically his laptop to the Internet, however, Duncan had for these "gadgets" no patience. Joe hopes desperately that this would not be the downfall of the Scots, for his lack of ability to adapt quickly enough to adapt to changing situations, it could eventually become dangerous. Perhaps it would help solve this little problem with Methos. Joe hoped fervently, as he looked after the two.
The cold air slowly dissolved the fog that had settled around his thoughts, and of Scotch whiskey came from. Only with difficulty to get them in the already prevailing darkness the way found in the park. Methos wanted to be deposited, wanted to enjoy the peace and quiet to think can. It seemed that Duncan wanted a radical response, a response that would help him to enjoy again alive. The Highlander had in recent months just lost the rhythm, fighting that had previously kept him alive, seemed to tire him now. Methos knew these phases, she had often been through enough. Eventually they asked themselves what meaning his life had left, but if you only fought to survive and the "What?" simply could not answer.
Methos slowly followed a rocky path, searching for an answer for Duncan, but he was fully aware that the Highlander would not be satisfied with his answer, because it would change nothing in it. He had to reach an answer. He still felt the presence of the Highlanders, as he followed him, slowly and deliberately set his steps in the gravel, while leaving low noise. But it was not what spührte Methos, he felt ever since Bordaux Duncan's presence, a slight tingling sensation that ran through his veins, pulsing in him and left feeling that he could not place. Methos laughed softly, oh yes, he was able to classify these feelings and he was old enough to recognize them. But this time everything was otherwise, the man who walked beside him was important to him, important than any other previous time in his life. He did not lose him, but in recent months, he felt Duncan slipped from him slowly and steadily.
If he simply gave his impulses, he would give the Highlander either to life or ... . Scare The chances were 50-50 and the risk was so just too high. So he decided to take no risk and instead to seek a workable answer. But what if the Highlander would react to him, even if just that what he feared most, was exactly what the Highlander was longing? Whether he knew what he was provoked into Methos as this feeling? Methos sighed heavily and decided finally to a perhaps not entirely useless answer.
"I can not get Duncan to live. The life of the most difficult by far the task in this universe and if I ever meet the creature that had the matter came up with immortality, I would kill probably. But we can not not change our lives. " A faint sigh broke away from his belly and gently slipped from his throat. "But it's the people that can live on me. People like you and Joe, give me every day the strength to respond to new challenges."
Methos had stopped at his first words sought and now in the pale light of the lantern Duncan view, this also sought his tacit agreement and joined in with his eyes, it drew new courage.
"Do not think about how old you are or how much you've been through, but just try to start every day, always one at a time." Methos Duncan approached him and laid his hand on his shoulder felt by the white cotton jacket of Duncan's strong muscles and toned body. "I've never looked back, only forward. That's all I can tell you more unfortunately, my friend." He expressed encouraging Duncan shoulders and then turned off at last.
The Highlander nodded, a similar response, he had almost expected, and now that he had heard from Methos mouth, she seemed not to meet him particularly, gave him no new ideas. However, he was the eldest, was grateful for the honesty, which had been in his words.
"I'll try," he murmured finally, softly.
Methos smiled. "Do not try to do it, Duncan. As much as you do also because Richie and all the others grieve, look appropriate to the front, again and again. Mourn and remember, you are strong enough for the next few centuries." Duncan nodded, knowing that he would try and hold on to Methos and Joe had. They were really important to him and for them he would try.
"Okay," he replied, smiling gently. Slowly a feeling of warmth spread inside him, and despite the autumn cold, he enjoyed it to run through the night with Methos Park, just like that, without much thought to the future or the past to waste. And somehow he had the feeling that they were again approached. How different from Bordaux and yet a little.
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Friday, March 9, 2007
Masterbation Games Online
Meme: Seen at kruemelnikku
YOUR GANGSTA NAME (first 4 letters of real name plus izzle):
Kathzzle YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(fav color and fav animal):
Red Cat
YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, and childhood street):
Kathi Feldstraße (hat keinen "middle name")
YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name):
Zeukaste
YOUR SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink):
Blue Liqueur
YOUR IRAQI NAME (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mums maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name):
Auttsnh
YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME (grandmother / grandfather 's first name):
Anna Georg Ferdinand
YOUR GOTH NAME (black, and the name of one your pets):
Black Lili
YOUR PORN STAR NAME (One of your pets names, and a street you've lived on):
Mini Schumacher
* lol *
YOUR GANGSTA NAME (first 4 letters of real name plus izzle):
Kathzzle YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(fav color and fav animal):
Red Cat
YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, and childhood street):
Kathi Feldstraße (hat keinen "middle name")
YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name):
Zeukaste
YOUR SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink):
Blue Liqueur
YOUR IRAQI NAME (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mums maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name):
Auttsnh
YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME (grandmother / grandfather 's first name):
Anna Georg Ferdinand
YOUR GOTH NAME (black, and the name of one your pets):
Black Lili
YOUR PORN STAR NAME (One of your pets names, and a street you've lived on):
Mini Schumacher
* lol *
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
How To Get Hydrogen Electrolisis
moods ... ma again ...
Sooo, dat here is actually more so that I can show my teacher tomorrow that I have done something. : D
5 music styles: Electro
radio
J-Pop
Hiphop
Rock
Sooo, dat here is actually more so that I can show my teacher tomorrow that I have done something. : D
5 music styles: Electro
radio
J-Pop
Hiphop
Rock
Monday, February 5, 2007
Objective Questions Of Software Engineering
Paula's Birthday gift ...
Many people read my blog about 2006! I want to thank you for all the nice comments now!
Here something really great about my 2007!
My Sweetiebay and I went to my aunt last weekend to celebrate my birthday. YEAH, I'm 26 now ... I know I still look younger. :-( * Lol *
We was at the Mercedes Museum Saturday morning cause I´m so cazy about these cars.. *lol* ;-) It was my birthday wish you make him happy acutally.. hihi!
We came back to my Aunts apartment after it and guess what.. my mum was over there waiting for me! I was sooooooooooooooo happy to see her cause I thought she went away with my dad that weekend. I cried sooo much. I´m too emotional. *lol* After she gave me ( 2 many) my gifts, Bobby gave me this huge package. I was suprised cause he told me that he don´t know when he wanna give me my bithday gift and I was so nosy.
I rip the first give paper and saw another one... he did it again. He wrapped the gift 2 times. I just remind x-mas as he wrapped my gift three times. *lol* I found a cute poem in there, a direction how to open the different packeges in the huge one. The first one was a cute teddy bear in a wedding suit. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, that´s soooo sweet!
The second one was a perfume! My favorite one named "Jadore". I love this smell but it was a no-go to buy it cause it´s too expensive. I gave him a bad eye cause I don´t wanted that he spend 2 much money.
The third one was a photo book with many pictures of him and me. He even had the first bill from us at our favorite italan restaurant in Mainz. He had his first wine taste over there. *lol* I remember his words after I asked him how it taste... "It taste weird... " *lol*
I turn over side by side and saw all the nice pictures with him and me. At the bookfair (It was sooo boring for him over there cause everything was in german.), Wiesbaden... some ball-pictures.
But the BEST came at the last side. He wrote in german "Do you wanna marry me!" I looked at him and could not believe it! He wend down on his knees and asked me again! I cried and said:"YES!"
He gave me the ring and everybody cried! Even my mum and my aunt! I´m so happy... I can´t describe it! I feel naked without the beautiful ring!
I´m such a lucky women that I found such a great guy!
Bobby, I love you so much and I wanna share all the good and bad times with you.. by the way.. I have some tears in my eyes right now again ... * Lol *
Many people read my blog about 2006! I want to thank you for all the nice comments now!
Here something really great about my 2007!
My Sweetiebay and I went to my aunt last weekend to celebrate my birthday. YEAH, I'm 26 now ... I know I still look younger. :-( * Lol *
We was at the Mercedes Museum Saturday morning cause I´m so cazy about these cars.. *lol* ;-) It was my birthday wish you make him happy acutally.. hihi!
We came back to my Aunts apartment after it and guess what.. my mum was over there waiting for me! I was sooooooooooooooo happy to see her cause I thought she went away with my dad that weekend. I cried sooo much. I´m too emotional. *lol* After she gave me ( 2 many) my gifts, Bobby gave me this huge package. I was suprised cause he told me that he don´t know when he wanna give me my bithday gift and I was so nosy.
I rip the first give paper and saw another one... he did it again. He wrapped the gift 2 times. I just remind x-mas as he wrapped my gift three times. *lol* I found a cute poem in there, a direction how to open the different packeges in the huge one. The first one was a cute teddy bear in a wedding suit. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, that´s soooo sweet!
The second one was a perfume! My favorite one named "Jadore". I love this smell but it was a no-go to buy it cause it´s too expensive. I gave him a bad eye cause I don´t wanted that he spend 2 much money.
The third one was a photo book with many pictures of him and me. He even had the first bill from us at our favorite italan restaurant in Mainz. He had his first wine taste over there. *lol* I remember his words after I asked him how it taste... "It taste weird... " *lol*
I turn over side by side and saw all the nice pictures with him and me. At the bookfair (It was sooo boring for him over there cause everything was in german.), Wiesbaden... some ball-pictures.
But the BEST came at the last side. He wrote in german "Do you wanna marry me!" I looked at him and could not believe it! He wend down on his knees and asked me again! I cried and said:"YES!"
He gave me the ring and everybody cried! Even my mum and my aunt! I´m so happy... I can´t describe it! I feel naked without the beautiful ring!
I´m such a lucky women that I found such a great guy!
Bobby, I love you so much and I wanna share all the good and bad times with you.. by the way.. I have some tears in my eyes right now again ... * Lol *
Thursday, January 25, 2007
What To Wear To A John Mayer Concert
Meep ...
Dat child is sick. And because dat child is sick, it has now finally removed his bedroom. Btw ... the Child lives since November without Nati. :) And has another striped room ...
Dat child is sick. And because dat child is sick, it has now finally removed his bedroom. Btw ... the Child lives since November without Nati. :) And has another striped room ...
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Best Margarita In A Bucket
I'm still alive ... * Lol *
long, long time ago that made me see what to write ... or read something from me. * Grin *
Last year was pretty chaotic ... but I have finally met a man (yes a real man I do not care for nor need ... * grin *) who loves me and respects what I am. * * Cuddly fuzzy
Right now I work like a woman possessed! I had to stand in 5 nights in a row, as our permanent night guard was down. * Sigh * I do not know how all this will go on! Now I can not sleep, of course. Does not make sense anyway, since I may start again on Monday night for service.
asleep But my love nice peace and I am going soon to my pink Playstation to gamble a little. * Grin *
long, long time ago that made me see what to write ... or read something from me. * Grin *
Last year was pretty chaotic ... but I have finally met a man (yes a real man I do not care for nor need ... * grin *) who loves me and respects what I am. * * Cuddly fuzzy
Right now I work like a woman possessed! I had to stand in 5 nights in a row, as our permanent night guard was down. * Sigh * I do not know how all this will go on! Now I can not sleep, of course. Does not make sense anyway, since I may start again on Monday night for service.
asleep But my love nice peace and I am going soon to my pink Playstation to gamble a little. * Grin *
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Jayam Ravi And Arathi
Frankenliz is back: D harhar
Hrhrhr ... Did you know that one wrong with bleaching the hair can set up well?
photographic evidence:
for acute attacks of eye cancer, I can not take responsibility ...
And yes, I'm still alive ... in future gives more back posts, weil. .. then my ma new website finally takes off. With ad-free web space. Had the last months or even block really time for me with the web-rumzuquälen ftp-upload and now finally own web space - that is to relaunch in 2 weeks! + + Looking forward then you'll have drawings, photos, and finally Australia in general very many things that nobody needs. :) ... Btw ...
Do you have hurricane-free? : D ... and I'll go tomorrow night to Düren ... oh my ...
Hrhrhr ... Did you know that one wrong with bleaching the hair can set up well?
photographic evidence:
for acute attacks of eye cancer, I can not take responsibility ...
And yes, I'm still alive ... in future gives more back posts, weil. .. then my ma new website finally takes off. With ad-free web space. Had the last months or even block really time for me with the web-rumzuquälen ftp-upload and now finally own web space - that is to relaunch in 2 weeks! + + Looking forward then you'll have drawings, photos, and finally Australia in general very many things that nobody needs. :) ... Btw ...
Do you have hurricane-free? : D ... and I'll go tomorrow night to Düren ... oh my ...
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